Dear Life,

So many things are going on these days. I hope that it slows down a bit for a little while. I just need a little time to figure things out and try to see where I'm going. So please, help me figure things out by backing off a bit. <3 Kelsey

So I was having a pretty decent day until I got home. I'm not sure what put me in this mood. Whether it be me getting ditched by the guy I like, or just the lingering feeling of being lonely even though people are around. I should talk to someone about it, but I wouldn't know where to start. Maybe I'll feel better if I clean my room. It's so cluttered, and my mom always says "A cluttered room = a cluttered life." Maybe she's right about that. But it's not like I can keep my room clean for more than a day anyways.

I'm stressed out about money. I feel like school is becoming even more distant than it was 3 months ago. *sigh* I don't know what to do anymore.

Alone with company

Sometimes I feel more alone when with friends than when no one is around. I don't know what to do about it either. Should I say I feel like I'm left out in every activity? These are supposed to be my best friends but I feel like no one every wants to actually hang out with me, just each other and I just happen to be there...